PROCRASTINATE

No, this is not a word that typically fits me.

Yes, it is a word that fits me when I read my first young women's lesson telling me I need to ask somebody in my ward to speak to the young women and get it approved by a priesthood leader.

Yes, I was sitting their thinking of how I could get around this, maybe I could just do it because the girls really don't know me yet that would be a good way for them to get to know me.

Yes, this is the number one thing I hate in life, having to call people. I don't mind calling friends and family I just hate asking people to do stuff for me, and calling people I don't know.

Yes, the stress is building. I was stressed about just having to teach, know this. It is just that I am not a scriptoriane at all. I am one of those people that when you are sitting in class and the teacher says you know the story of Bill and how this happened and I am almost always sitting their thinking UUUUUUUHHHHHMMMMM NO!!!

Well this to shall pass and who knows what will end up happening, I am guessing I will just end up doing it, meaning I will not call anybody. I know, not what the book said but, it is not worth the nervous break down. Hope I don't go to Hell for this one.

On the other hand I do get to make the hand out for the lesson which I love doing. YEAH!!!

I just have to tell myself this will only make me stronger, or put me in the mental hospital. Either way here we go.

WISH ME LUCK!!!!