No, this is not a word that typically fits me.
Yes, it is a word that fits me when I read my first young women's lesson telling me I need to ask somebody in my ward to speak to the young women and get it approved by a priesthood leader.
Yes, I was sitting their thinking of how I could get around this, maybe I could just do it because the girls really don't know me yet that would be a good way for them to get to know me.
Yes, this is the number one thing I hate in life, having to call people. I don't mind calling friends and family I just hate asking people to do stuff for me, and calling people I don't know.
Yes, the stress is building. I was stressed about just having to teach, know this. It is just that I am not a scriptoriane at all. I am one of those people that when you are sitting in class and the teacher says you know the story of Bill and how this happened and I am almost always sitting their thinking UUUUUUUHHHHHMMMMM NO!!!
Well this to shall pass and who knows what will end up happening, I am guessing I will just end up doing it, meaning I will not call anybody. I know, not what the book said but, it is not worth the nervous break down. Hope I don't go to Hell for this one.
On the other hand I do get to make the hand out for the lesson which I love doing. YEAH!!!
I just have to tell myself this will only make me stronger, or put me in the mental hospital. Either way here we go.
WISH ME LUCK!!!!
1 year ago
2 comments:
I HATE calling people on the phone too. I have this list of people I'm supposed to call for Troy about the Church Magazines. I've done 10 names so far. UGH! What is this person supposed to talk to the YW about?
I also think that making handouts are the best parts of preparing lessons too! lol.
You are going to do great! You know, I'd have never guessed that you don't like to get up in front of people. I was really surprised when I found that out. You still have a week and a half, just call someone, it's good to get out of your comfort zone!
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