Guess what!

Okay so for those of you that have read my previous post. I just figured it out. I have to teach lessons 5 and 6 this week which means their is a lot of material to cover so I won't have time to have a guest speaker so I am going to just talk briefly on it and move on.
Mitch really thinks I am going nuts. He prepares his lessons on Sunday morning. And he does object lessons and everything. I told him he is just smarter than me and retains knowledge better, that is why he is going to school to be a chemical engineer.

PROCRASTINATE

No, this is not a word that typically fits me.

Yes, it is a word that fits me when I read my first young women's lesson telling me I need to ask somebody in my ward to speak to the young women and get it approved by a priesthood leader.

Yes, I was sitting their thinking of how I could get around this, maybe I could just do it because the girls really don't know me yet that would be a good way for them to get to know me.

Yes, this is the number one thing I hate in life, having to call people. I don't mind calling friends and family I just hate asking people to do stuff for me, and calling people I don't know.

Yes, the stress is building. I was stressed about just having to teach, know this. It is just that I am not a scriptoriane at all. I am one of those people that when you are sitting in class and the teacher says you know the story of Bill and how this happened and I am almost always sitting their thinking UUUUUUUHHHHHMMMMM NO!!!

Well this to shall pass and who knows what will end up happening, I am guessing I will just end up doing it, meaning I will not call anybody. I know, not what the book said but, it is not worth the nervous break down. Hope I don't go to Hell for this one.

On the other hand I do get to make the hand out for the lesson which I love doing. YEAH!!!

I just have to tell myself this will only make me stronger, or put me in the mental hospital. Either way here we go.

WISH ME LUCK!!!!

HMMMM

Well I just have a few ramblings. First of all I have officially committed to riding in the 60 mile bike ride. According to my friend it should take about 4 hours to complete it. She has set up a training schedule for me, so hopefully I will be ready for it in July. I also hope to be a few pounds lighter. I am excited because I have never done anything like this before. She also seems to think she is going to get me to run in a 5K I have yet to commit to that. Well it will be fun because some of my other friends from my ward are also doing it with me. I am actually one of the last to commit. I think it is called little red. Some of my friends will be riding the whole entire 104 miles, crazy. My friend that is helping me is very fit though and she trains people so I am sure she will be fine. I purchased a trainer a couple months ago and have been riding my bike sense then, but now I have a schedule I will be following. I did 50 min yesterday and actually it was really easy my butt was just killing me and I was totally board even with the TV and radio going.

Second thing I have made it 2 months and about 2weeks or so with no soda. It has been getting a little harder lately but I will make it to 5 months and hopefully even more.

Third Mitch starts school on the 12Th which frankly I am dreading but I know he really enjoys school. Hopefully we only have about 3 more years left. I am sure then he will want to do his masters but I guess we will see.

Fourth I have a new calling, 2ND counselor in the Young Women's Presidency. I am over the Beehives. I am really nervous about this. I have pretty much been in primary sense getting married I have served in nursery, CTR 8 class, activity days, sharing time specialist, 2ND counselor in primary presidency and secretary in primary presidency. I was also in the nursery before I got married. So now I will be working with teenagers, girls camp, and activities every week. They asked me on Sunday and I did not sleep hardly at all that night. I am excited but also a little scared. The one fun thing is I do have a few friends that also serve in young women's. I am happy for the brake from primary, it is funny though because I was just thinking that man I like my calling I knew what I was doing and was cool with what I had to do. Those of you that know me know I had a hard time with some people and them not doing there part. I decided that Heavenly Father new I was comfortable and decided I needed more growth so he changed things up. I think that always happens. Well wish me luck.

Well I just thought I would mention my official New Years resolution. I have decided to try and live in the moment a little more. I am the type of person who is always thinking about the next thing and when we get to this point and when this happens down the road, and with this is done we will be able to. So I am going to try and enjoy what is happening right know and not be so worried about later on.

Well we are doing well everybody is healthy, knock on wood, and the kids are back in school, yeah for me. We are excited for the new year and what will happen. We have lots of fun stuff this year. Kaleb will be getting baptised and Ashton starts Kindergarten and Kreed will be starting preschool. Mitch will have three more semesters down by the end of this year. Korben is going to be going in to first grade what a big kid. We Love You All.

Okay I am done.